Things I hate Most

• I hate when people talk back behind each other
• I hate when things don't turn out as they are supposed to be
• I hate when I have to choose between two
• I hate when people let me down
• I hate when I have to work on my days off
• I hate working with irresponsible people
• I hate when I can't keep promises I made
• I hate people who can't keep promises
• I hate when I can't sleep
• I hate being with fussy people
• I hate when people fool each other around
• I hate when people cheat on their couples
• I hate being with babies
• I hate coldness
• I hate letting someone go
• I hate mean people
• I hate being mean to people which I have to be sometimes
• I hate myself when I was mean to someone
• I hate theory of relativity
• I hate free times because I have them too much
• I hate being in charge of everything
• I hate when I'm on holidays but still they call for me
• I hate bargaining
• I hate when I take things too seriously
• I hate saying goodbye
• I hate my alarm clock on every morning
• I hate when I gain weight
• I hate getting starting with someone or something coz sooner or later I have to finish them
• I hate when people ignore me but sometimes I also hate when they pay attention to me too much
• I hate when I get in line to buy something and then find out that it's just been sold out
• I hate when I missed something that I've been waiting for
• I hate having to talk to someone I don't want to
• I hate when I can't think straight
• I hate lying
• I hate loneliness but I dont't hate being alone
• I hate illness
• I hate the first working day of the week

Sometimes I Just.....

• Sometimes when the phone is ringing, I unplug it just because it annoys me
• Sometimes on my days off, I don't bring my cell phone in my bedroom because I don't want it to wake me up in the morning
• Sometimes I have 2 meals a day just because I'm sick of eating
• Sometimes when someone drops by at my place and I don't feel like I want to see him/her (usually it's a him), I just drive off and stay away
• Sometimes I incredibly miss those who are gone but sometimes I'm just glad they are
• Sometimes I'm so sleepy but I just stay up late, doing nothing
• Sometimes I just stay still during my free time
• Sometimes I can be very quiet when I don't feel like I want to talk
• Sometimes I know what I should do but I just don't do it
• Sometimes I get angry easily on tiny things
• Sometimes I make promises that I'm not sure if I can even keep them
• Sometimes I keep dreaming about things that will never happen
• Sometimes I hope for the best but don't prepare for the worst
• Sometimes I consider something important even though it's not at all
• Sometimes I know what I want but I don't try hard enough to get it
• Sometimes I talk too much and it's all nonsense
• Sometimes I keep too quiet when I am supposed to say something
• Sometimes I just don't care about anything at all, not even myself
• Sometimes I am against what other people believe in but sometimes I follow them

P.S. There are still much more to go. I may put them in later.

When I'm With You - Faber Drive Saw you walk into the room Thought I'd try to talk to you Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to It's been two years to the day Half the time I've been away I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change 'cause I'm coming back To show you that I'm keeping the promise I made When I'm with you I'll make every second count 'cause I miss you Whenever you're not around When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count when I'm with you Yeah we've had our ups and down But we've always worked them out Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now Still I'm lying here tonight Wishing I was by your side 'cause when I'm not there enough Nothing feels right So I'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life When I'm with you I'll make every second count 'cause I miss you When ever you're not around When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count When I'm with you Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made When I'm with you I'll make every second count 'cause I miss you When I'm with you I'll make every second count 'cause I miss you Whenever you're not around When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count(Make every second count) When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you Yeah P.S. I think its MV is kinda creepy but its sound, music, rhythm, and lyrics are cool I love its chorus. It is nice and beautiful. It's amazing that just a few simple sentences can really touch my soul. And this song is also my story...I sent this to my girl already 'coz I'll make every second count when I'm with her

Somewhere Out There

Do you believe in soulmates? For me I think we're meant for someone even though we still don't know exactly who s/he is but I believe we'll get to meet that one someday sooner or later. Someone is out there somewhere. And once you met yours, you would keep thinking of your future being spent with him/her for the rest of your life. If only you found one!!

Live your life well so that you can give the best of you to the love of your life

Canon Rock

Look at how he played it!!! He's so cool and quite good at it

Personally, I like Canon in D in any instruments but this is terrific!

I tried playing it with my folk guitar but it didn't sound good at all :P

Mia Rose

I just love her look!! I got to admit it! lol

She's really gorgeous. Her name is Maria Antónia Sampaio Rosa. There are many more of hers in youtube. She's a singer-songwriter.

The Bucket List - Things to do before I die

1. Go straight to my boss' office and just tell him I quit
2. Drive as fast as I can without any fear
3. Go bungee jumping
4. Run my own business maybe a coffee shop
5. Spend money as much as I could in one day regardless of going broke
6. Say hi to every cute girls I meet
7. Go to places that other people are dying to see
8. Spend a whole day in a cinema
9. Stay awake all night without sleeping
10. Taste the most expensive dish I could ever afford
11. Get surgery (maybe)
12. Shout as loud as I could at crowded places

13. Get to stay at the coldest place on earth

14. Get to stay at the hottest place on earth

15. Keep driving to the middle of nowhere just to see how far I could go

16. Go sky driving

17. Dive as deep as I could just to see how long I could hold my breath and how deep my body could take it

18. Fly first class with the most expensive airline

19. Go trekking throughout the toughest mountain

20. Swim as far as I could to see how tough I could be

21. Spend a whole month with my phone turned off

22. Find the love of my life and be with her for the rest of my life

P.S. I'm sure there will be more but these are all which came up right now

Lucky - Jason Mraz Feat. Colbie Caillat

Lucky - Jason Mraz Feat. Colbie Caillat (Jason) Do you hear me, I’m talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my baby I’m trying (Colbie) Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard (Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,Oooh ooh ooh ooh (Both) They don’t know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will (Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we’re in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday (Jason) And so I’m sailing through the sea To an island where we’ll meet You’ll hear the music fill the air I’ll put a flower in your hair (Colbie) Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you’re all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now (Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I’m lucky we’re in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday P.S. This is the song I sent to my online girl and everytime I hear this song, I just miss her so much This song is just my story....but right now I think she's mad at me :(

Love on the line

Do you think we can find love online?

I don't know for sure if we can. However, I got to know someone from a chat site. At first, I was just boring and so fed up with my work so I went in this site just to pass my bad time. I'd talked to some people before she talked to me and our first time talking wasn't long though but it was a nice chat. On the day after, i got in this site again not for waiting for her but my boredom was still there. I was chatting to some girls then she talked to me once again. She remembered me! and of course I remembered her. We'd talked for a while before I left because it was quite late that night and I was so exhausted. By the way, our time zone was completely different, 12 hrs. different. That meaned I was talking to her at night while she was talking to me in the morning. But it was alright because our free time was just fit. After that, she came in and talked to me quite often. And now, we've been talking for months. I couldn't believe it! I have to admit that she's the first person I've kept in touch through the Internet. I used to talk to some nice ppl but that was just for one time. I've never met them more than twice or even sent them e-mails. I didn't feel this strong with her at first but everytime we got to talk, something was gradually built up. We seemed to get along very well. When I got to talk with her, I was very happy. It was like she could light up my days and nights. (It's not wrong if I say that she helps me get through my days because I know that at the end of each day I can talk to her about every single thing I've got through. At some point, she's my inspiration to move on each day.) But when I didn't see her, I really missed her. I just hope that she will be there when I get in, maybe not everytime I get in coz it will be too good to be true but 2 - 3 times a week is just awesome. Talking with her is like a blessing to me. Just an e-mail back from her makes me delighted for a whole day. That's true!. It's a good feeling I have for her. I wouldn't say that this is love but it does feel good whenever I meet her and we get to share our stories about what we've been through in a day. I don't know how long it's gonna last but right now I'm trying to make every second count whenever she's with me. And I just hope that our friendship will go on and on.

Things I do regret doing

1. I made my mother cry twice (as far as i knew) 2. I chose to study in art instead of science just because it was easier 3. I turned someone down without giving them any chances 4. I gave up on my first job without even trying 5. I was penny wise and pound foolish 6. I went out for my friends and found out later when I came home that my beloved dog died (I could have saved him if only i had been there)

7. I broke up with my ex-girlfriend in a bad way.

8. I wasn't a good girlfriend. 9. I didn't keep in touch with some of my friends and now we're in separated ways 10. I convinced my mom to let my sister go to Italy 11. I didn't have my dog got the birth control shot 12. I cried for someone who didn't deserve my tears 13. I took the job promotion and it's wearing me down 14. I made one of my best friends cry. I hurt her feeling really bad eventhough she is the best 15. I didn't speak my mind sometimes