^time^

what would you do if you could turn back time? would you go and fix things that didnt satisfy you? some might definitely do that. but for me, i'm not sure if i wanna do that. i dont know what would happen if i did things differently. everything has its own consequence. what if it didnt come out the way i wanted it to? what if it turned out to be worse than it actually was? maybe what has happened right now is good enough. although there is something i wish i could change but i'll never know what's gonna happen next. maybe letting it be is just the best way i can do for now. so come what may! i'm not scared anymore. it's now or never for everything and every chance!

world keeps spinning and so does my head

There are many things I wish I hadnt have done. I always mess up everything. LOL [what's the matter with you? why do you always do that?] Sometimes I get myself into troubles. it's not that i like it but it just happens. Someone said 'Today is the first day of the rest of ur life'. well i guess it's how i should spend my life. my friends always tell me that i usually make things complicated even though they're not at all. well, they know me so well! lol...see? why am i laughing now? sometimes i laugh eventhough it's not funny at all. and when people told me funny stuff, i stayed still, not even try to laugh with them. looks like i have to deal with who i am for a while! HAHAHA! Feel damn gooooood I'm trying to embed a song to this post but it's not working. awww forget it! i'll leave it all behind. (but how could i make it work anyway?) i'll find a way. there must be one way or another!!!

Things and people that are annoying and may piss me off

• Ones who are driving sooo slowly in the high-speed lanes (what are they thinking? Move to the other lanes!!)
• Shopping carts that are left in supermarkets' a parking lot which I'm about to park my car(I have to get out of my car and put them away. It might take less than a minute but it's still a waste of time for me)
• People who leave all their own trash on tables (at which I have to sit next) -_-' Hello? I'm not a janitor here.
• Non-disabled people who park their cars in parking spaces for handicapped people
• Blackout that happens when I'm watching my favorite TV shows
• Getting stuck forever at a red light (I know that it'll turn green soon but...-_-')
• Unreliable people (I really dont wanna know any of them)
• Guys who take advantage of women, children, and olds
• Security guards who tell me that I can't park here
• Broken internet connection.... (that's not what I've paid for)
• It's raining when I'm going out
• People who are gabbling when I'm concentrating on my work.
• Ringing phones, waiting for me to pick it up
• Running out batteries
• flying mosquitoes which happen to fly around me...........goshhhhhhh go away! dont make me chase you away with DDT
• Ants biting at my toes........umm that hurts!
• crowded places

They're quite silly...I know hahaha.

Danke schön

yesterday was like the worst day to me. well, i dont wanna talk about it anymore. i'll let it go and i hope i can get over it really soon. something is not worth thinking of more than twice. however, there was something good in bad time. someone was actually there for me, trying to cheer me up and make me feel better (which I actually did...thank you). She was there with me listening to all my bad feeling. somehow she took some of it away. friendship in bad times is the best! it's good to know that there is someone i can talk to and share things with, no matter if they're good or bad. it's been said that friends always listen to friends' troubles. i think it's so true. i'll be willing to be there for her and listen to anything she wanna talk about as well if she should need me. i'm glad i've known her. just like i said in the former post that everything did happen for a reason. thank you God for sending her to meet me. actually, she had a plan to surprise me but i screw it all up. goshhh how come i never made things right! :S but dont be worried. i'll still be surprised coz no one has ever made such a nice thing like this for me. i was truely surprised when i discovered that she was actually making that for me. [i'll tell you this..i'll take whatever it is, a rose, a star, or a heart, as long as it is from your heart.]

Cold Hard Truth

maybe 4 months are not enough to really know someone

even a year wouldn't

however

4 months are long enough to make me feel something

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**Drew, your version is better that the original one**

**Thank You for singing with such a sad tone**

It sounded so sad that it touched my heart and almost made me cry

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Thank you Lin for being there for me

I really appreciated

Hello...wats up

I'm glad everytime I am being asked "How are you?", "How was your day?", "What time did you sleep and get up?", and even better "Are you tired?". I know they are just simple questions, however I feel so good and delighted whenever someone asks me so. And of course I will ask that one the same. I think at the end of the day, after having got through a lot of things, we all need someone to ask us this kind of question. It will make us feel like at least there is someone who cares for us and we are somebody to someone...we're not alone. It does feel so good when we have someone to share things together, both goods and bads. To some people, these questions may be just a way to start a conversation. I won't argue that but actually they are more than that if you really mean it, if you really want to know what the other has been through. And for the person who asks these, it tells that you are a nice and caring person. Everyone would love to be with you definitely. And whoever getting to know you is surely the blessed person.

Thank you for always asking me

and also your concern

Songs I like the most

^...^In Alphabetical Order^...^

• A Girl Like You - Pete Yorn
• A Lover's Concerto - Kelly Chen
• A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
• All My Loving - The Beatles
• All Or Nothing - O-Town
• All The Small Things - Blink 182
• Back At One - Brian McKnight
• Bad Day - Daniel Powter
• Beautiful Girls - JoJo
• Best In Me - Blue
• Better Man - Robbie Williams
• Complicated - Avril Lavigne
• Diana - Paul Anka
• Don't Worry Baby - Beach Boys
• Eternal Flame
• Eternity - Robbie Williams
• Every Breath You Take - Police
• Every Other Time - LFO
• Everyday I Love You - Boyzone
• Final Choice - Project A3
• Firefly - A*Teen
• Flying Without Wings - Westlife
• Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
• Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C
• Groovy Kind Of Love - Phil Collins
• Have You Ever - S Club 7
• Heaven - Bryan Adams
• Hero - Enrique Iglesias
• Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
• I Want You To Want Me
• I Will - The Beatles
• I Will Come To You - Hanson
• I'll Never Break Your Heart - BSB
• If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating
• If We Hold On Together - Diana Ross
• Imagine - John Lennon
• Je m'appelle Helene - Helene Rolles (Ost. Callar)
• Just Like A Pill - Pink
• Just The Girl - The Click Five
• Last Flight Out - Plus One
• Lovely - Kim Jong Kook
• Lucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colby Caillat
• More Than Words - Extreme
• My Love - Westlife
• My Sacrifice - Creed
• No Matter What - Boyzone
• Now And Forever - Richard Marx
• Only Hope - Mandy Moore
• Only Love - Trademark
• Owner Of My Heart - Sasha
• Puff (The Magic Dragon) - Seal
• Reflection - Christina Aguilera
• Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
• Sailing - Rod Stewart
• She Believes In Me - Kenny Rogers
• So Much In Love - All 4 one
• Someday - Sugar Ray
• Sometimes When We Touch - Susan Wong
• Somewhere Out There - James Ingrand & Linda Ronstadt
• Stay A While - The Bells
• Stuck In A Moment - U2
• Superman - Ronan Keating
• Swear It Again - Westlife
• Take Me To Your Heart - Michael Learns To Rock
• Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton
• To Love Somebody - Michael Bolton
• That's Why You Go Away - Michael Learns To Rock
• The Girl Next Door
• The Hardest Day - The Corrs feat. Alejandro Sanz
• The Moon Represents My Heart
• The One You Love - Glenn Frey
• The Reason - Hoobastank
• The Scientist - Coldplay
• There You'll Be - Faith Hill
• These Little Things - Pru
• Those Were The Days - Mary Hopkins
• Tonight - Westlife
• Wall In Your Heart - Shelby Lynne
• Way Back Into Love - Haley Bennett & Hugh Grant
• When I'm With You - Faber Drive
• When You Tell Me That You Love Me - Diana Ross & Westlife
• Wondering - Mihn Thur
• Words - Bee Gees
• Yesterday - The Beatles
• You Must Love Me - Madona
• You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins
• You're Still The One - Shania Twain

That's all I could come up with for now. Their music and lyrics are so so good. And all of their meanings are beautiful and touching (depends on what mood you are in). Some of them are so precious that I keep listening to them over and over again.

Friday 22th

Today I got up at around 6 am. I had actually got up before the alarm rang coz my mom openned my bedroom's door to tell me that she was leaving for work. and once she openned the door, my little dog jumped on my bed and cleaned my entire face with her tougue. That woke me up! Then a minute later, my alarm rang. Goshhh, I was supposed to wake up after it not before it! lol But that was alright. My dog just didn't want me to be a sleepyhead (which I am). LOL! So I went to work pretty early this morning. However, I wasn't the first one at the office.There are always some people who are earlier. well...Good for them. At my lunch break, I read someone's blog and it surprisingly made me smile. Ahh thank you the one who wrote it. That was really precious :) Anyway, today is Friday and tomorrow and also the day after are my days off. So, tonight I'm gonna stay up a little bit late. LOL It would be great if the moon could be with the sun.

The Answer

I'm writing this post just to answer someone's question, “idol, how are you today?”. Well, yesterday was just a day to me. It was ok. I was fine. I clocked off at 3.30 pm and stopped by at a food stall to get some food. It would be my dinner actually. I had to eat 3 meals a day coz someone told me not to get sick of eating. hehe! Got to stay healthy. right? and at night I logged on and was wondering how good Angels and Demons could be, hoping whoever got to watch it would have a great time. Then couple hours later I logged off and headed to bed.

2012

What would you do when this happened?

Where would you be?

Even it's Himalayas, the highest mountain range in the world, flood still could reach and wipe it out. Noah's Ark wouldn't do any good. So let's get on my love boat (before it's too late). hehe :)

Feast of Love

I got to see a movie titled "Feast of Love" a couple weeks ago on my cable TV. Actually I was going to bed but then I didn't know what took me there in front of TV and I turned it on. Bingo! This film was on and it was just in the first part. I saw its title and it sounded interesting so I sat there and watched it till its ending. Actually, the film was pretty fun and cool indeed (although it was sad at some point). For me, it was well portrayed and narrated. I love this film. It made me smile and gave me hope. If you get to see it, you'll feel that life is so amazing. There are a lot of things happening in our life. When a bad thing happens, still there is a good thing coming up maybe not right away but it will finally. This movie has taught me 2 words, 'Hope' and 'Destiny'. We should believe in them. Now I believe in them coz we will never know where life can take us to. All we can do is just let it heppen and sometimes just let it go when it's beyond our control. Everything happens for a reason and sooner or later we will know what that reason is. People meet. People part. And of course people meet again. That's life.

What I have seen in days II

The most simple thing sometimes could be powerful

Same place...

But not the same time...life is always like this :)

Ohhh..it's dying or dead already...sad indeed

But Look! the sky is smiling at me...thx blue sky!

Hello! Mr Donald Duck! Who are you with? One is not enough huh?

Just wondering when it'll be green..ah.. i know it's gonna be green in 38 sec Ready! Get set! and Go!!

Ways to workplace - ways to my home I still can't figure it out why I took these pictures

LOL

What I have seen in days I

Song Kran Festival aka Water Festival on April 13th - 15th, 2009 This is Chiang Mai

I should join her..Hey can I join you? HeHe!!

All Good Times! Yeap we love this festival! It's always awesome

Just A Day

Last Night I went to bed at 3.30 am but I did sleep at nearly 4.30 am. What the ...! I woke up at 11.00 am this morning LOL that was better. I got 3 days off this weekend and right now I spent all. And tomorrow I'm going to meet a rookie and welcome her to my team. I'm just hoping she will be as good as I'm expecting. Great!! now I gotta manage everything very carefully. Some quit and a lot are rookies. I really wanna clone myself now if it could help me out at work. Ummm someday we'll see! LOL Now I really miss seas and beaches. No more hills and mountains! Cool breeze always make me think straight. Now I should get some.

Hey There Delilah

Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's

I made this vid just for my girl and I hope she'll like it

Goshh...I miss you so much, Stormi!!

P.S. The message in the last picture is as below;

"Choose your friends by their character and your socks by their color. Choosing your socks by their character makes no sense, and choosing your friends by their color is unthinkable."

Whoever they are, thanks for writing these beautiful lines I quoted. And thanks for all those adorable pics I used in this vid.... :) Thank you, the one who wrote this beautiful song. Finally, thank you, Stormi, you inspired me!! I couldn't have done it without you.

It always feels good when

• It always feels good when it comes to my days off
• It always feels good when I'm taking holidays
• It always feels good when it comes to the end of the day
• It always feels good when I get to know nice people
• It always feels good everytime I talk to my far away girl
• It always feels good when I think of her...of course
• It always feels good when she also thinks of me (I hope she does)
• It always feels good everytime I'm with my best friends
• It always feels good when I see people falling in love with one another
• It always feels good everytime I'm having my favorite dishes
• It always feels good when I'm with my family
• It always feels good everytime I finish my work on time - or just in time (whatever)
• It always feels good when I wake up in the morning and realise that it's my day off (so I go back to sleep)
• It always feels good when I hear that people whom I care for have a good life
• It always feels good when I help someone who is really in need
• It always feels good when I realise that my friends and my family are always there for me
• It always feels good when I have free times to spare
• It always feels good when I have freedom
• It always feels good when it comes to Summer
• It always feels good everytime I go swimming
• It always feels good when it comes to the pay day
• It always feels good everytime I think of those days
• It always feels good when I get back home
• It always feels good everytime I get to watch The Big Bang Theory, Comedy Inc., and Everybody Hates Christ (sooo funnyyy)
• It always feels good when I get to talk to get things off my chest
• It always feels good when being with people I like
• It always feels good everytime I'm with my beloved dog
• It always feels good when I can solve all problems (maybe not all but most of them)
• It always feels good when people under my control are doing their best
• It always feels good when I don't have to get a second job
• It always feels good when I clock off at 3
• It always feels good everytime I beat the bots in games
• It always feels good when traveling
• It always feels good whenever I make my mom proud
• It always feels good when I'm not over 30