world keeps spinning and so does my head

There are many things I wish I hadnt have done. I always mess up everything. LOL [what's the matter with you? why do you always do that?] Sometimes I get myself into troubles. it's not that i like it but it just happens. Someone said 'Today is the first day of the rest of ur life'. well i guess it's how i should spend my life. my friends always tell me that i usually make things complicated even though they're not at all. well, they know me so well! lol...see? why am i laughing now? sometimes i laugh eventhough it's not funny at all. and when people told me funny stuff, i stayed still, not even try to laugh with them. looks like i have to deal with who i am for a while! HAHAHA! Feel damn gooooood I'm trying to embed a song to this post but it's not working. awww forget it! i'll leave it all behind. (but how could i make it work anyway?) i'll find a way. there must be one way or another!!!