Sorry BABY

Do you still remember our very first chat? i remember your private message popped up and then we talked and we got to know each other. I started asking you about Singapore and life over there and you started reading my blog. We started our conversation with decent chats. That's terrific. It was comfortable whenever I talked to you. We're really lucky to have met each other there coz most of people in the internet cannot be trusted. I trust you with all my heart now. I know that right now i'm a little bit different from the one you had met at first. That one really impressed you, i guess. That's why we had our second, third, fourth, till where we are here. As time went by, and as we got to talk more and more, i think my true personalities have shown up. I talk rubbish, I mess things up, I become naughty and stubborn. I can be unreasonably upset and fretful. I am also childish. I'm sure you've never thought I could be like this from the first day we met. That's who I am. To me, you are still as gorgeous as you have been since the beginning. The more I know you, the more I want you to be a real part of my life. As you've known the real me, I hope I'm still the one you want. "yeah english isnt my language" Damn it to myself! how could I say that to you, to the one I love. I know I already said 'I'm sorry' but I wanna say it again in words. "Baby I am truely sorry for exploding an anger to you last night. I was such a bad girlfriend." I won't do that again. I'm sorry last night I made us talk only about myself. I didn't even try to let you talk about yourself at all. I just got to know that you weren't alright when I read your blog. I should have asked you how your dinner was. I didn't even ask you if you had a good time there. I should have asked. I was such a selfish one when it came to my feelings. All I want to tell you now is that I learnt from mistakes so please hold on...I already got a lesson and etched it inside my bean brain. There will be no more like this next time.