12.23 am now babe!!

When I was 12 years old, my mom woke me up in the middle of the night just to make me eat fruits coz I didnt eat them at all. She asked me if I wanna have a cancer by living like this. She asked if I was trying to hurt and kill myself by not eating vegetables and fruits. We argued and I ended up crying but I didnt remember if I ate those fruits or not.

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When I had troubles with that issue (which comes and goes), my mom told me to go for a check up. I refused and I told her "leave it. let it come what may. let me get that kidneys disease. let me die of it coz i really dont care." Mom was so upset and angry with me. She went to see a doctor that she knows and told him about my conditions so that he could write the prescription for me. And when I told her to get me a expectorant from the hospital as well, she raised her voice and ordered me to see a doctor and run a test. well, I didnt go to the hospital thou. She has stored all mixed vitamins in the fridge. I take it from time to time.

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When I had those running nose regularly. Mom asked me to run a test to see what kind of allergies do I have. I heard that there were several kinds of allergies to test and some might be hurting so I refused to go to the hospital for it. I dont have to go to the hospital thou. I think i know I'm allergic to dust and air. It cant kill me thou, but it's just annoying. I can live with it as long as I have tissue papers. hahahaha! I know that she's always worried about me. I know. and i know that you are worried about me. i know you should coz you are my girlfriend. Dont worry, Cupcake! I'll live and be your silly Hubby for years!! hehe.