I will cherish you

I used to be irresponsible in love. I was a nasty girlfriend to someone. I did lots of terrible things to her. I didnt care about her feeling at all. I just did what I wanted to do at that moment, regardless of right nor wrong. I knew she was in pain for what I did but I never felt it coz she never showed my her tears. And when I saw the one I know get a broken heart by her boyfriend with my own eyes, I just felt it. I got it clearly how much pain she went through. She cried right next to me and I just hate when girls get hurt by their lovers and cry. I tried to cheer her up and make her calm but it never worked. She still cried. Her face looked so pale and sad. I was there with her till she told me she wanted to be alone. She was waiting for her boyfriend to pick her up but her boyfriend didnt seem like he cared for her much. He kept her waiting for longgggg time. After I left her and I was driving back home, I had a thought or more like a vow. I told myself that if I have a girlfriend again, I wont break her heart like that guy did. I wont neglect her and I wont say bad things to her. I got it that the word 'girlfriend' and 'boyfriend' are greater than just a feeling committed between 2 people. Those words mean responsibility in feeling. If we dont care about our lovers' feeling, then we shouldnt have ones. I told myself I will never ever hurt my girlfriend. Once I am attached, I will think about US not just MYSELF anymore. Of course I will be a good hubby to my wife (only if it's you, Joyce). Besides you, I cant love anyone else from now on. My heart will beat for you only or else, let it fail and stop in sudden. I dont care. It has become clearer and clearer that you're the only one I want. I wont do anything that might suffer you. I promise. I will respect you and honor you because you are my girl. I love you.