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back to those times when i got mad, - i shouted at ppl who pissed me off - i beat my dog becoz she killed her fellow - i beat mom's washing machine when it didnt work - i punched my computer when it wasnt working well - i kicked my dogs when they didnt obey my words - i said bad words - i drove fast, maybe too fast, and didnt care about the one who was sitting beside me at all (which i should have thought about her welfare) - i spoiled myself and did just what i wanted to do without thinking about rights and wrongs - i said things that hurt others' feelings (i just realised it when i already said it out and it was too late to correct my words) - i punched my head as hard as i could once when i accidentally stepped on Rascal and realised that i almost killed her - i ignored the one who made me mad and treated her as if she had been invisible