talking to myself: why are you staying up this late? lol

baby u know? I really wanna be a good hubby for you. I really do. Although I dont know much about how to, I wanna try. I dont know if my nature fits it but I wanna see you be happy. Maybe I had been single for so long that I forgot the way to be nice to girls. I know I've been nasty on these few days. I felt like there was a wall in my heart blocking everyone from getting through. I didnt know how to get rid of it. I dont wanna hurt my loved ones at all but sometimes I just cant help it. My tongue is quicker than my brain sometimes. Haaa! Can you teach me how to be a good hubby and how to treat my girl well? I think you are much better than me in relationship. After my ex, I hadnt let anyone get close to me at all. Once someone approached, I would step back to stay the same distance. I dont know what was wrong with me. There's nothing to do with others but just me, myself. I really wanna have normal life like others, to be with the ones they love. I really wanna be with you. And i will restate and insist what I said to you before: I wont be with other girls after you. If you cant have me, then no one can either.

What should a hubby do to make his wife happy?

can you guide me? I want to make you happy with me.

I dont wanna see u seek happiness from others.

I dont wanna see u call others Hubby!

I wanna be good (to you only)

I love you

What kind of ppl do you hate the most?

Unpredictable ones like me?

I want you to neglect whatever I said or will say in the future when i am in a bad mood or angry. can you? plsss

I cant hold my words nor my feelings when i'm angry

I tried to control them but i failed. I cant say it wont happen again but if you understand, that will help me a lot.

I know you will be fed up with me someday if I continue being like this, wont you?

I always remember you told me you broke up with him because he didnt try to change even when you told him what you didnt like but he still did it.

you know what? i am jealous everyone around you. I really am. Sometimes I wanna keep you and save you in my heart only so that no one will get your attention. hahaha! Am i silly? Well..warning you, I can be possessive. You are mine! You have to be MINE! lol. here i go again, being silly. What makes relationship work? I really dont have any ideas at all. But I want to know so that I can always maintain us. I trust you in everything :) I give you 100% of my honesty and loyalty. Now it's 12.22 am and I'm still talking too much hahaha! I wanna call you now but it is 01.22 am your time. I think you're having a dream now. ummm I miss you. I should take a bath now. Ohh..I'm taking holidays on Oct 12 - 16, plusing my regular days off totals Oct 10 - 18. I checked on some hotels' websites in SG. I really wanna fly to see you. I can just fly. lol. i wish i could..