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I'm far away, aren't I.

But we're still so close together.

our anniversary

You are more than just a girlfriend to me. You are my future although you keep saying you can't guarantee the future to me. You exist in my past, present, and future. They say "never give somebody your everything coz when they're gone, you will have nothing" but I don't buy it. You deserve my everything coz we will always be together. I can't get you out of my heart coz you belong there. It has been your place since we became girlfriends. I really want to make you happy for always. I really want to see and know that you will be happy with or without me. I haven't been a stupid jerk for days!  hehe...i'm trying to improove myself for the one I love coz I know I made her worried and sad when I acted that way. You mean more than a world to me. A galaxy wouldn't be enough as well. I was in love before but I have never felt this strong. You can always rely on me in everything, ok? Don't have to think about your future much coz you have a future waiting for you here and it's safe with me. Whether it's forever or not, you can always stay here. I have spared a place right beside me since the day you called me "Hubby". Don't you push me away! OK? You would be hurting and killing me by doing that. Whatever it is, we're gonna face it together. FINAL SAY!  ;)

"If you are to ask how many times you run thru my mind, I will only say 'once' coz you never even left"  -  Would you believe it if I said I meant it?  :)

"The worst thing about loving you is watching you love someone else"  -  I also mean it!

"12 things that proove you love someone"

1. when you think about that one, your heart skip a beat

2. you will read his/her texts over and over again

3. you'll walk really slowly together

4. you'll sometimes pretend to be shy around that one

5. by listening to his/her voice, you'll smile for no reasons

6. you'll wait for hours online just to talk to that one even if it's only 5 minutes

7. you'll start to listen to slow meaningful songs

8. that one will become all that you really think about

9. you worry about that one talking to other girls/guys

10. you think about those three words all day long

11. you will do anything for that one

12. while reading this, there was only one person in your mind the whole time

--It's TRUE to me!!--

I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY!! JIA LIN

09 Dec 09

It's been said that "you'll never live until you love with all your heart and soul". That's why you make my world livable! You make this ME exist! You make me feel like a baby whose life has just begun! We will take our chance together, shall we?

wo hui hao hao ai ni aka I will love you the best!!

I know what's beautiful...(it is) looking at you.

"Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far. Don't throw it away!

If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever as high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by for you and....I"

Graduation!!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You'd better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, We remember All the times we Had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly 


Last year you were a student and now you are a working woman. Eventhough you came back to be a student again, you would graduate someday and move on on your own path. There are 2 types of people we know, friends and others that we just know. Only sincere ones that I count as friends. That's why there are other words besides 'friend', such as colleague, classmate, roommate, schoolmate, member, etc. I heard someone say "we're working for a company, not for a charity". I guess it's true. People will care about themselves only.  No one takes a bullet for others. We have to watch over ourselves at work.  Who would wanna get themselves into troubles when it comes to others' business? And loves from friends and families are not enough in our lives though. We will still need loves and supports from our partners aka lovers to warm our hearts if we found ones. I guess it's a force of nature. Telling you the truth, I think of my girlfriend more than my friends now. And I don't know why's that. I will always be here for you and I will also find a way to make you feel better when it comes to bad days. Promise! :)

Here are my silly advice!!!

• * you don't have to be nice to people who don't treat you nicely
• * you don't have to wait for your colleague when she wouldn't wait for you
• * all people at workplace are just your colleagues (they are not God)
• * If they don't try to be in your shoes, you don't have to be in their shoes
• * Errands besides your job scope are up to your mercy (which you will do it only when you feel like to do it -- you don't have to give your mercy to all)
• * don't have to cover others' assignment when yours are already enough and wearing you down
• * stand your ground when you think what you believe is right to do
• * dont bring cellphone with you when you are out at noon  : )
• * be stubborn sometimes (so that they will know you can be stubborn and that they can't always use you to do things for them!)
• * give respect to people who deserve it
• * let them know that you have feelings too!!
• * say "NO" and "I'm already busy right now" !!!   ok?