Into the wild

On September 6, 1992, 2 hikers and a group of moose hunters found a note on the door of an abandoned bus:

"S.O.S. I need your help. I'm injured, near death, and too weak to hike out of here. I'm all alone, this is no joke. In the name of God, please remain to save me. I'm out collecting berries close by and shall return this evening."

His body was found in his sleeping bag inside the bus. He had been dead for more than 2 weeks. His official cause of death was starvation.
 
He died on his dream. He had his guts!

L.I.F.E

"It's having someone like you to see me through both the good times and the bad times that makes me so sure!"

Life's never been easy but having you in my life makes it livable. It never runs smooth but it isn't too rough!

It's so fortunate that we met, we found, and we have each other to get both of us through all times. We support each other! How nice we are! How blessed we are!

I will never leave you to face all troubles alone. I SWEAR!

High Day

Dairy Queen Take Home

So full!

Lindt 70% Dark Chocolate!

(it's sour) hahaha!

Baby! I happened to see a couple of Turtle Dove near the window!

They are lovers! I can feel! Normally, Turtle Dove will go out and look for food with their mates!

They are nice creatures!

Memory

I think I don't have to translate this song into English 'coz there's Chinese subtitle at the bottom.

Well, it's a very old song but I still like it a lot. I like the music, especially the lyrics and also the tone of the singer. The composer is a genius. Sometimes this song got my tears although I was not sad. Maybe it made me think of those who were parted from my life.

You guys were the best!

Tue Mue, you was my best! I'm sorry. I should have taken care of you more.

I miss you all!

Yearbook

YEARBOOK

I opened it by chance. I didn't expect to see these pictures.

Those were the happy days when we were altogether.

Then those days just came back to me.

I felt worried 'coz it's like we already forgot one another.

We all went to separated ways and far away.

Then one day we no longer saw each other. We didn't realise that.

However, all these happy memories always stay the same

in this old yearbook!

In the picture, you smiled and I was right next to you.

I looked at it and it made me cry.

Oh dear..how many years ago? How are you guys?

We gradually forgot one another.

I don't know why all about us had to end.

I looked for phone numbers in the yearbook.

I found none.

Only addresses were stated.

I wrote a letter asking if you could still remember me.

I would never know if the address I got was correct.

All I can do is just to hope that memories will never die to us.

28 march

Save the world? hahahaha I wanna laugh at it. We all will have been gone long time ago before it dies. Why do I have to save it when I wont be living to see it?

March

She's huge, isn't she?

The dessert we made this afternoon. It's pretty easy, just put all instant ingredients together!

At a temple where we released turtles to a river near there!

A turtle that I released! I told it to just go away far from here!

At first, I didn't feel anything but after thinking about it seriously, I wanna shout What a temple! I think it's full of sins coz lots of animals are locked down and captured, waiting for us to pay for their freedom! If you see what I saw today, you will think the same. How can animals be captured and locked down within temple area? Is it a zoo or a circus? Birds were forced to be in tiny cages. Other river animals were in buckets! I would understand if I saw all this at a market or somewhere else, but for Christ's sake, it's TEMPLE! I know that there will always be people who will buy to set them free but they can't buy all of them, right? The merchants make profits on the sin. Screw them! How can they do this business in the temple? We flush our money to them easily as if we encourage them to do so. We set those animals free for they will be captured to be there once again? It's ironic that right next to that selling area, they sold bird food. I saw some people buy it and fed birds that were free. The birds that were captured were in the cages near there! They must have felt something! Why me? Why aren't I there instead?

Anyway, I prayed today. I made a wish for all people I love to be happy, healthy, and strong forever.

Present

"One day at a time - this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone. And do not be troubled about the future, for it has not come yet. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering!"

This is a quote I got from a book at a library long time ago (university time). The first time I read it, I just liked it and it hit me right through my heart so much that I wrote it down on my notebook. This saying is somehow quite right, isn't it? Everyday that we spend time together is just beautiful. You are making my days and nights beautiful. You are the most beautiful thing that has ever happened in my life. Everything between us is worth more than remembering. It's worth my breath, my heart, and my soul. It's worth more than my life. :)

That's why it's called "the present" 'coz it's the gift!

You are my present and my future!

You are a gift to my life!
You are my existence!

waiting list

It's like it's waiting to show up someday soon. It's here. I can feel it. However, I still have many things that I wanna do. There are many things in my waiting list. Everything I did, I've done, I do, and I will do is reasonable. People say I'm reasonable! hahaha! Baby..everything that I decide to do is from my brain's processing, alright? It means I think about it carefully enough. I just hope you will understand me :) Actually, this post is nothing. hahaha

that's silly

What's the most stupid thing I've ever done?

hahaha! I really have no ideas!

cooking~

Sunrise this morning! It wasn't so clear 'coz of pollution!

Here are what I bought to cook this evening!

No meat! No pork! No protein!  lol

Taa Daa!!

All done!  hahaha!

It doesn't look so yummy but still eatable!

It's gonna be my lunch at work tomorrow!

We're gonna save up as much as we can for our future, alright?

I love you!

today~

air pollution has reached its climax!

(I took this picture while I was driving. hahaha)

Sunset this evening!

Goat Milk!!!

Yesterday I bought a small bottle of goat milk to try! I heard that it didn't taste so good but I wanted to taste it myself and judge it with my tongue. After one sip, I knew how it tasted! It is more concentrated than cow milk. It has stronger smell. I think it contains more fat. I didn't enjoy it of course! It took me totally 2 days to finish the whole bottle. It says it is more digestible but it is way harder to swallow!!!! BRRRRRRR~

German Dishes!

Streamed Pork with Gravy

Spagetti

Fried Ham with Mashed Potato

Fried Potato Salad with Pork and Gravy

Buns and Potato Salad

Fried Sausages

I went to a restaurant which is a little bit far. I drove through rice fields and I saw cows, buffaloes, and horses. lol. Nice countryside! Nice place to stay!

I love countryside!

The food is really nice.

It was buffet and we ate a lot!

It's worth every baht we paid! :)

Don't cry Joni

Joni says:
"Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love forever true."

Jimmy tells:
Joni was the girl who lived next door
I've known her I guess ten years or more.
Joni wrote me a note one day.
And this is what she had to say.

Joni says:
"Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love forever true."

Jimmy tells:
Slowly I read her note once more
Then I went over to the house next door
Her tear-drops fell like rain that day
When I told Joni what I had to say.


Jimmy says:
"Joni, Joni please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
You're just fifteen and I'm twenty two,
and Joni I just can’t wait for you."

Jimmy tells:
Soon I left our little home town,
Got me a job and tried to settle down
But these words kept haunting my memory,
the words that Joni said to me.

Joni says:
"Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up some day you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love forever true."

Jimmy tells:
I packed my clothes and I caught a plane
and I had to see Joni. I had to explain,
how my heart was filled with her memory
and ask my Joni if she'd marry me


I ran all the way to the house next door
but things weren't like they were before
My tear-drops fell like rain that day
When I heard what Joni had to say.

Joni says:
"Jimmy, Jimmy please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by.
It's been five years since you've been gone
Jimmy, I married your best friend John."

It's an old song that my dad used to play it frequently. He kept repeating it on a cassette tape while he was driving me and my sister to our school. Then my sister and I have known this song since we were kids. From this song, sometimes it's too late to recover or retrieve things that were let go? Neither one in this song can be blamed though.

Baby, everything between us will never ever be let go! Or even if it is, I will fight for it till I lose my breath. I will die recovering every piece of us and make it up and put it back like the same. Lord Almighty ~ please give me your strength! Amen!

goes round!

Alright!

No more water 2 hours before going to sleep!

No more too many watermelons at one time!

No more too much and too strong coffee!

.

I hate waking up at night to pee.

I hate thirst as well!

That's my circle of life?

To drink and to pee!

all about temper

We were on the way back home. I was driving and there was a car running by in opposite directions. The street was narrow so I kept close to the roadside. I noticed there was a hole at the roadside but there was no ways I could stop in time nor avoid it so I drove through it. My mom suddenly said and nagged at me which I really couldn't remember now. Suddenly I lost my control and I shouted "Who the hell would notice that hole when it was at the edge of street? Shit!". Right after that, there was a long silence till my mom broke it by telling me to calm down as I was still driving quite fast. My sister also told me to keep cool. I didn't say a word, just kept driving. I felt uneasy inside. One part of me wanted to shout to release all my tempers but another part wanted to apologize them especially mom. However, I said nothing. Mom said that she wanted to take us to a temple this weekend and might buy fish to release it for our own virtue. My sister agreed with her idea. She said there were uneasy things and feelings happening these days.

all about work!

World, I will tell you how my day was. I have been annoyed by my work, company system, and colleagues. My boredom has been increasing day by day. I hate it when she asks me to analyse those articles for her. For Christ's sake, she is my senior and she has worked here 7 months earlier than me. How come she doesn't know how to do that? Sometimes I feel as if she wasn't an English major. It proves that institutes and universities' reputation does count. Well..it's not only me who thinks towards her this way but also others. I heard what they said about herself, her ability, capacity, potential, everything. I have started to think the same now.

so many

There're still so many things I wanna do to my life!

There're still so many things I wanna do in my life!

Are these two sentences as different as they sound?

pictures roundup!

do you see a smiling face?

the moon came out even though it's not at night yet!

she made the sky beautiful.

I captured her at night for you!

it was a bright night! I wish you were here!

this is that strawberry yoghurt flake!

I bought it yesterday!

freshen up!

random mind

damn...i can be just silly at times. I realised!

how come the company has such loosen rules?

what does she do in a day? (that's what i heard ppl talking about her behind her back)

there will be so many things to pick up!

there will be so many things to try on!

how will it feel when i actually do what i have on my mind?

damn...it feels so good when i finally do just what myself tells.

like shouting to ppl and let my anger out!

and i will find out in the end that I am just brave only when i'm with my folks!

words can really kill!

i'm afraid that what i'm gonna do will only prove that i'm nothing.

i wanna be strong and healthy...trust me!

but i dont know how far i can make it.

since i'm not a doctor.

i used to wonder why some ppl refused to go to hospital, now i understand!

i'd rather say that there's nothing wrong with me now.

i dont wanna make ppl whom i care and who care for me become worried.

but i know i did and they do.

i should write something...well..i will

i dont care what ppl say about me now.

they're nobody to me.

thank you my friends and my girlfriend who understand me so well.

i lost my active part somewhere years ago.

life must be something! figuring it out still..

why is dust everywhere? i closed the window and shut the door!

nokia battery lasts so long that i'm surprised!

my watch says its battery lasts 10 years!

it's been proving itself to me. thx!

i was bad before  :(

i hurt my ex gf emotionally!

she was a good gf and tried to be nice to me but i refused to see that.

i was young and too playful!

i hope she would forgive me.

now i love my current girlfriend a lot.

so much that i refused to love anyone else.

so much that i stop at her.

i cant love any other girls coz she is my other soul.

we will be together..heart and soul..till the end of time.

i will follow wherever she goes!

i wish i had a farm!

goodnight world!

you never sleep!

but i have to!  :(

goodnight humans!

rascal

Right after what happened this evening, i told mom to let her go. I told her to let her live outside as the other dogs do. I told her to let her die if she gets sick. Her bf even told her to kill this creature. He said this dog cant be trusted! Rascal is too innocent to know what happened and what was wrong. we now learnt that we have to make her sleep before having her nails cut next time. chloroform!

boom!

cafeine plus adrenaline! this should do! hahaha

how to make energy drinks?

just iced drinks will do!

sugar can boost up energy?