just 1 more month

I think I need sugar now. I hope it will be like this for just 1 more month and then I can get my usual days off back. It's a very uncomfortable situation when you know it's the thing that you should/have to do but you don't wanna do it and you can't just avoid. It's called responsibility and maturity. Who else would do if I didn't volunteer? Well..I'm just murmuring.

Cold Truth

"What did you see in her when you first met her?"

He said, "Her beauty. She is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."

"What did you see in him when you first met him?"

She said, "His Mercedes."

HAHAHA! OMG! So funny!

artist!

That's the greatest!
Master of arts!
I wish I could draw like this!
Starting with eyes is the way?

Drawing!

That's right! My drawing is in progress now. I drafted with a plain pencil and then I started to draw shades with 6B and now I think I need EE for the deep shades! I will buy it later then.

The draft!

Shadowing process!

Stuck because of EE!

Well...at least I actually put my effort on it!

Shall see how it will be when I get the EE!

Hobbies

I bought drawing paper and i was about to start drawing again but I lost inspiration. It's too bad that drawing needs inspiration. I don't know if I'm forcing myself to draw or just convincing myself that I need to find a hobby. I actually thought about learning violin, piano, or guitar but I'm not sure if I really want to do it. I'm afraid that if I apply for it, I won't do it well and I may quit during a half way. Then it will be just a waste of time and money (which I really need it). Hobbies require time and it's obvious that I have plenty! I can't say anything right now because it's unexplainable.

~"~

My thoughts, temper, mood, and life are like these wires, twisted all together.

Sometimes it's difficult to distinguish.

Really messy!

What Dreams May Come

BESIDE YOU

We follow the river down into the stream

That's where my dream began

I left my worries to the people who stare

And dreamed without a care

* That (yes) I'd always be beside you

To watch the day and night

And we listen to the sunrise

And feel it's growing light

And peace will come inside so quiet

Wherever we're going, I don't know

For a million years our love keeps growing

The mystery deepens, day by day

But trust my love, and hear me say

Peace will come inside so quiet

I watched this movie today. It's sad and happy somehow I can't really tell.
The melody of this song is warmly sad. I like the hook!
I love you, Jia Lin.

stuffy!

HOT

HOT

HOT

Is it Sahara here?

OMG!

Mother F*** Nature

I'm sorry, World and Society. There're a lot of things you created that I put my hatred on them. I really can't explain it clearly because I don't know what it is exactly. Nature is unfair. A buck has horns to protect himself while a doe has nothing. I wish I were a scientist.

easy!

That damn festival that pissed me off yesterday.

More than a thousand people were there, celebrating this ugly fest, skins to skins~! I really don't know why they wanted to get themselves into that too-crowded place! All drunks, dirties, and sicks were there.

What I and my sister just cooked!

It's supposed to be my lunch tomorrow!

I like this dish. It's pretty easy to cook, just a few ingredients: spaghetti, pork, garlic, small tomatoes, basil, soy sauce, and black pepper.

damn festival

I hate all festivals.

I hate crowded places.

I hate heat.

I hate sweating.

I hate loudness.

I hate dirty toilets!!!!!

I hate stupid people like him today who shot me with that water gun!

Why do I sound like a spoiled kid?

Let the rain be pesticide everywhere!

Stupid mosquitoes keep biting my face. Why don't you just become extinct? I think you're not doing any good to anyone in this world at all.

Johnnie Johnnie!

I found it's too tingle! Maybe there's soda mixed too much.

Bottom up!

I wish I could be as smart as Nobel Prize-winning scientists in Chemistry. They can create lots of powerful substances. It must feel great!

always me

You are right baby. I always get angry.
I talked to that female stranger whose car was blocked by a man's pickup truck.
"what a jerk he is, to park like that! he should have moved long time ago."

and I also shouted at an old guy who was walking on the street with his walking aid and acted as if he was a traffic police by waving his hand for others to pass by even though the spot that he was standing at is in the middle of the street. He didn't know at all that he was blocking the street.
"Watch out uncle! Or else you will get yourself killed by cars."

10 now ^^

Today is our 10 months anniversary. Thank you for always caring for me. Thank you for always being a great girlfriend to this silly girl. You are always my best. You are my missing part. You complete me. Remember that you will always have a family here, ok? I love you baby~! I love you.

chicks

MF disgusting couples! Girls, are you hungry for guys that much? Letting them hug and hold you in public! Even took pictures and showed them to the whole world! Damn, I really wanna see your parents' faces when they know their daughters are this sl**! Creepy land! Only three months of seeing each other but let them kiss your hands already? I'm wondering what will be left when it hits 6 months! That's right! Nothing! Go on! Wear super shorts and get close to them! Skins near skins! At the end, it will be just like tennis! You guys will be the ball that players(guys) push away to others! And No one will ever want you.

Resolution for this year: I will hate them more!

samson

Damn! I need to build up my body. I'm too weak right now. All my strength and muscles have gone long time ago since I stopped going to gym. I was 56 kg. I did weights alot.

Bites

I heard strange news! It's about a guy being bitten by a cobra at his leg. He got down and grabbed it with his hands and hit it against the ground. He got another bite at his face. This time he was so pissed off that he bit it back! Anyway, his body was found in the next morning with a dead cobra in his hand. There were several bites and wounds on the cobra's body. There was blood in the guy's mouth. Well, he got it pay back very well. "If I have to die, I will drag you with me!" (he must have thought like this for sure!)

+_+

I hate STRAIGHTS! I hate COUPLES! I hate SHOW OFFS! I hate their GUTS! I hate FRIENDLINESS! I hate SOCIETY! I hate SMALL TALKS! I hate CHICKS! I hate DUDES! I hate IDENTITY! I hate GENDERS! I hate YOUTH! I hate TIME! I hate COWARD! I hate COOL ACTS! I hate EQ! I hate RUSH! I hate HEAT! I hate LIVELINESS! I hate GUILT! I hate STRENGTH! I hate UGLINESS! I hate SMART! I hate CHANGING MIND! I hate NAGGING! I hate ALL EXES! I hate HIM! I hate LOUDNESS! I hate IT! I hate WEDDINGS! I hate FASHIONS! I hate CHILDREN! I hate GREEN THOUGHTS! I hate 4 EYES! I hate TRADITION! I hate RACES! I hate ROLES! I hate IN-LAWS! I hate HARD TRUTHS! SHITFACE!

HELLO

Hello World!

I love my girlfriend a lot.

Can you all hear me?

days off

Why do holidays make me feel more tired than workdays?

Why are there many stuffs for me to do on days off?

I hate chores! I hate plants! I hate gardening!

-_-'

today's sin

I'm sorry, Mother Bird. I didn't have any choices. I had to remove it today. I did all i could to save your nest, your home. I placed it in a place nearby. Although I know your nature, I still hope you will come back. There're 3 eggs waiting for their mother. If you dont come back, it means I killed 3 innocent lives today. I really can't hatch for you. I'm sorry, Red-whiskered Bulbul.

2 possibilities

I hate them for what they can give you and I just can't. And I may lose you to them for what I don't have. Guys just go to hell!

I thought I was over it.