choosy

Life is all about choosing. At a certain time, we have to pick something. In our life, there will always be ways and choices for us to choose.

that was too much

Because I was at the bottom of a deep ocean. I was down. Oh right! I realised.

~"~'

The frown is getting obvious. And there's nothing I can do to stop it.
I guess I'll just have to let it be.

Bright night!

Moon halo!

She's so gorgeous!

googoogaagaa

I'm already 26 years old. Yet, I'm acting like 10. I'm such a childish girl. I think I'll be my Baby's baby for always. :) I love you, Baby.

Låt den rätte komma in

Damn it! I so fuckin love this film. I blogged right after I watched.

I don't like the boy. He's too weak. But I like how the girl helps him get revenge on them.

And I like it at the end when they decide to get away together.

Emotional Quotient

I think my EQ and IQ are not equal. It's lower. Maybe it's because my IQ is too high or else my EQ must be too low. hahaha

17/05/10

Now I've known you for a year!

^_^

One great year and I'm looking forward to many more years to come!

Our first anniversay of meeting each other!

wow o_O'

She said that, at first, she thought buying a car would make her happy. In fact, she said it didn't. She is still unhappy and depressed. It has come to a point where she doesn't know what her happiness is. While I was talking to her, I was surprised to know that we were just the same. I told her that I knew how it felt. I didn't just say it but I really knew it.

Thanks for sharing this with me...sis^^

Pink Dot 2010

Pink Dot 2010

Love and equality for all!

Supporting the freedom to love!

Tired

I'm sorry, baby. I'm physically tired. I'm also mentally tired of things that I myself don't even know what they are exactly. And I always do things that I will regret later.

Brrrr!!!

A ghost movie is being aired right now. I don't watch it at night because I don't wanna frighten myself when I'm alone in my room. So, I'm not really watching it. I'm turning my back on it and let my sister watch it with Rascal. Still, I can hear its soundtrack.

11/05/10

Happy 11th month of being girlfriends! hehe!

I love you the most!

Till death do us part!

I'm her superman!

I want to be dependable for my girlfriend in everything. I know I will...with all my wits and guts! ^_^

You can trust in me, baby! I will take care of you myself!! Promise!

I'm thin ^^

The reason why I went on a diet 2 years ago (although I wasn't fat at all and people said I looked good back there) is because I realised that I felt uncomfortable when wearing all my jeans and pants. I didn't wanna change them with bigger sizes so I decided to cut down my food and stop going to gym (I gained weight from it because I would always be hungry after going to gym so I ate twice more than usual). I was 56 kg that time and I'm now 51.5 kg. Back to the same and I'm intending to keep my weight this light. I don't know if it works for other people but it works for me whenever I eat less. I know that it isn't good to do so and it's not so healthy but I'm happy with it. hehe. I think I can't be slimmer than the current me. no worries no worries!

not sociable...

I'm so not ready for any kinds of socialising. I'm sorry baby if that's what you are expecting or what you think I will be. I'm not into meeting people, especially new folks. I don't like meeting up nor going out. I hate crowded places, all kinds of centers. I really look blank out there. I always look around and wonder why I'm there. I look up to the ceiling and look down on the floor with empty mind. There's no place that I can rest my eyes at. It makes me really exhausted.

May Day May Day~!

And one week has just passed by! My 2 days off are ahead. THX! Here comes Ms. May. I really can't think about any resolutions for this month yet. hahaha. Should I?

I hope things won't go in vain!

(I just wanna play with the words vein and vain)

hahaha

I really love these veins on my arms!

I will hold you tight with these arms, baby!

I won't let go nor giving up.