nuts

A friend asked me "What's wrong with you? Going crazy?" hahaha

And I didn't deny!

Does that mean I admitted?

Since I changed my working days, I myself also changed as well.

I don't know what else to blame. It must definitely be it.

Seeing and knowing that we're growing up has made me uneasy.

Realising how my life should be is frustrating.

Meeting people with same age is upsetting.

I can't help it except to ignore them.

That's right.

Whenever I face them, I always escape to my own world.

I feel safer under my shell.

I really feel uneasy at crowded places.

I feel like everyone is watching at me somehow.

That's why I hardly meet anyone's eyes.

I don't wanna make a scene so I keep quiet and ignorant.

Sometimes I go angry and hope that they won't bother me.