Well..i've been sitting here for more than 5 hrs now. I was getting sleepy but now I'm not. As I'm sitting here, a thought came up on my mind; a thought about turning 20s when I was still in my 10s. Of coz when I was young, I didn't think much about future. If I had thought about it just for a second, I wouldn't have been here. I would definitely have chosen the other path of studying. Well, who would know that, right? Anyway, since I can't turn back time to fix things, I'd better deal with the consequence of my decision. I had hardly thought about growing up when I was a kid. I and some of my school friends used to make a pact to go to London when we turned 25. But well, as you know, children are like this. They tend to say anything they want. Most of the time, it's non-sense. Frankly, I don't even know where all my school friends are now. We lost contact since we moved to different high schools. I don't mind that fact though. It's so common here. People say that 20s is the coolest range of age. Maybe it's because several things are building up during it. We graduate, get a job, get more freedom since we earn our own money, become adult, get to know lots of people, find a gf/bf, learn to live on our own, etc. It looks like things are starting. For me, 20s is the most mysterious range of age. Things are so unclear towards us. Who knows if the way we're heading to is the right way? What if there's no turning point for us? I used to hate making decision when I was young and I still do now. The path between Grade 9 and 10 was so uneasy to me because I had to make a decision. I've been doubting all the time if I chose the wrong one. I don't like co-ed schools. hahaha