I drive fast and I drive slowly at times

I've got one bad habit in driving. When I'm driving and someone is right behind my back and moves to another lane trying to overtake me, I'll let that one pass just half my car and then I will accelerate as fast as I can, not letting them pass too easily. Sometimes they just can't overtake me! hahaha That's when I'm satisfied. That's when I feel the victory even though it's just a small thing. hahaha

A man whose house is across the street, in front of my house is a lunatic. He is in his 60s and has no certain jobs. His house is a small shabby hut surrounded by bushes. He wears worn-out clothes. I've never seen him hang any washed clothes. I guess he doesn't do laundry. He doesn't have tap water but a well. He doesn't own any vehicles. He lives alone by himself. Each day, he walks his way to another district which is around 11 km away to do what...who knows? Maybe begging for some money. Seeing him struggle with his life, I began to wonder what's the point to live when there's no future for him. Well, I would consider an easier way if I were him. Well...maybe it's because he's insane. That's why he doesn't think much about living. If he is able to think about it a bit, he will see that he's now living for nothing. And what's the point for that? Whether it's today or tomorrow, his life will always still be the same. It's like passing each day and night is already a blessing for him. When there's nothing to look forward to, it's sad indeed. That's too depressing.

"Life is a gift, not a given."
well...is it?

One straight sentence from a girl to another girl --->  "I love you, Girlfriend!"

No one can tear us apart.

You built your time machine because of Emma's death. If she had lived, it would never have existed, so how could you use your time machine to go back and save her? You are the inescapable result of your tragedy, just as I am the inescapable result of you.

The Time Machine

And I just hate the beginning part of movies. I'm more into the ending part where all bad people get punished. They get what they give.

Self-centered people say "This place doesn't suit my life".

while

Modest people say "My life doesn't suit here"

"There's something you should know about me, Max. I'm very, very choosy... I'm also very, very suspicious; very, very irrational, and I have a very, very short temper. I'm also extremely jealous and slow to forgive. Just so you know."


Fanny Chenal's speech from A Good Year.
damn...I liked this movie. It cheered me up once when I fell.

I think I should recover my wit and accelerate it to be a bit quicker. It used to be one of my charms.

I wish I were there to take care of my girlfriend. She's sick now. Well...it's just a few hours flying away!!! We're not too apart. That's what I think. :)

Get well soon baby! I would really take care of you well when I got a chance! I promise you!

Have you ever heard about a talk show arranged by a monk? Well...it's happening here. I really don't agree that it should actually exist even though it's for good deeds or whatever. How come a monk be on a stage with a microphone like a pop star? Do the audients have to wave to greet him and scream out when he smiles? Is that called a religion?

And I just hate religious donation. Maybe I'm not religious. I think money has nothing to do with religions especially all monks. Faith is in heart, not in wallets. Don't ask for my money coz I won't donate it. I'm living at the present, not in the past nor the future. I don't pay for the next life. I pray.

Every company has at least one staff of these following: nasty, ugly, selfish, shoddy, without quality, stupid, awful, annoying, jealous, satiric. That's right. They're all best-described characteristics of my colleagues. Too bad that the stupid and annoying one sits next to me. 2 in 1! The satiric one sits back a few desks away. And the rest just sits all around the office. It's such a boring environment to mankind!

True love is to snatch and seize. Fake love is to let it go saying it's for the other's sake.

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Someone says "Dream as if you would live forever. Live as if you would die today"
I'm wondering how much we all could possibly follow that quote. In reality, I guess it's just impossible. However, I'll try.