Miracle of Love

Say 'Miss Me' Loudly Please!

my battery is dead!

You're the ONE!

Baby girl, to me, you're not no one. You're not even someone. But you're the one to me!!!

Dear God, I know I'm not a great person on earth but could you please lead me and show me the light through the tunnel?

The truth I realised is I love you the same as before! I miss you like mad......

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times..and always with the same person.

The most precious thing of a body is a heart. And the most precious thing of a heart is another heart of another body. I love you baby and miss u sooo much.

It may not be there yet, but it's closer than it was yesterday.

I'm not fishing or playing around. I'm just being myself, being nice to everyone. I didn't mean any harms.

My girlfriend is my wife

Long time ago, my girlfriend asked me what characteristics a girl should have in order to be my wife. I told her "it's someone like you". She laughed doubtfully and said I answered like that because I was too lazy to write them down. So, I told her I would put them on a list and post them on my blog. But I never got a chance to do it till now. That was nearly a year ago. And now I'm gonna do it as I've been keeping every promise I've given her.

• Neat - neat girls always attract me in every aspect. It shows that they manage and take care of themselves very well. That means they can take care of our future family very well as well. At the very first moment when I first met my girl, I knew that she's a neat girl. And that impresses me.
• Kind hearted - who would wanna be with mean people, right? We all love to be with kind people especially kind girls. My girl has a very beautiful mind. And i'm not blind by love. It's the truth.
• Caring - a wife should be caring for her hubby because to be caring for someone means to love that one so much that we don't want any bad things, not even a tiny issue, to happen to our loved one. That's a caring. I always feel the caring from my girlfriend in everything single thing I do in life.
• Constant - there's a Thai song, saying "You don't have to love me as much as you can. But just love me the same. No need to love me more...just don't let it decrease. No need to love me until eternity or till I'm gone....but just stay the same...stay the same." This song was pretty popular when it was first released and it's stil now. Maybe because it says exactly what people wanna say to their partners. Amd my love for my girl is and will always be constant.
• Well-connected - I believe that people fall in love with each other because they get along well and have something in common with each other. I think that to live with someone for the rest of your life is to be able to stay with them in both good times and bad times, in both silent moments and talkative moments, in quarrel and in peace, etc. Well, It's very amazing that my girlfriend and I can about anything especially all private things. Not so many people make me feel comfortable enough to be with them. And none makes me feel comfortable enough to talk about everything in life like my girlfriend. It's very special to me to have someone by my side and that she knows exactly what I am thinking even though I don't speak it out. You make me feel special.
• Trustworthy - we should be able to trust our partners as if they're our other half. I trust and believe in my girlfriend a lot. I can count on her to manage things for me in the future. I know she won't hurt me. Shs has my trust and will always do.
• Sincere - who would want a liar to be by their side, right?
• Loyal - who would want a cheater to be their partners, right? I know my girl is loyal. I trust her.
• Protective - at times I need to be protected too...when I'm down. My girl has proved to me that she's protective when I'm hurt and annoyed by people.
• Last but very important is She must be the one I love and that she makes me happy when I'm with her. Guess what! The only girl that I've been in love with for so long and will stay like this for long time is my girlfriend. I'm happy not only when I'm with her but also when she's happy. Her happiness means a life to me. I want her to be safe and fine for always.

I guess that's all I can come up for the moment. These all characteristics point to the only girl that I've known. I'm glad to have her already. She's my current and the only girlfriend. See? I didn't lie when I told her that "it's someone like you" when she asked me. She has everything I would ever need from a girl to be my wife, the one I wanna share my life with in the future. You've got all, baby...you've got all.

I've come to realise that my work, my new position really sucks. It really really sucks! Damn it, how could I possibly get myself into it even when I knew beforehand that it would be this stressful? How could I still let it happen? shittt

9/11 RIP

a message from the towers/ nine eleven
"Be strong even when I'm gone. I love you."

There are 3 types of relationships in your life: Could Have Been, Never Was and Always Will Be.


Our relationship is the third one! :)

I never had anyone I could count on. I’ve been let down so many times. I was tired of hurting, tired of searching. And then you walked into my life. It was a feeling i’d never known before and for the first time, I didn’t feel alone. You stood by me, and believed in me like nobody else ever has.

-- raindropsonredroses --

Baby, you walked into my life and made me realise why it never worked out with anyone else in the past. I realised I've lived to meet and love you. hehe

My friend posted a quote on her Facebook :   "When a decision is made, changes are gonna come."

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haaaa I don't know how many times I sigh at work. I sigh and shake my head.

There's not fairness at the company I work with. The more I work here, the more I've seen enough. That's why a number of people have left it within a year. The longer I stay at this place, the more it takes something from me. It's very intense to work under limited time everyday. When it's getting intense, it's making me bored. I'm getting bored with the organisation and its work system. What I'm doing now is not good for my mind. It affects my concentration. In fact it is ruining my mental health. I almost resigned....I really almost did but I didn't. That's why I'm still here.

shooting star

I remembered there was once when I was a freshman at a university, I was talking to my roommate at our room's balcony. It was a fine quiet night. Everything looked so calm and cool. We were chatting about light things in life. Suddenly, I saw a shooting star up in the sky. I couldn't believe my own eyes if that was real, so I asked my roommate if she saw it. She looked as amazed as I was and asked if I saw it too. We both felt surprisingly stunned as we accidentally witnessed it. There was only one shooting star in the sky area near my dorm and we got to see it when it was happening. The chance was just 1 in 1000, according to my opinion. We considered it as our good luck! Life was fun and cool back at that time when I got to spend days and nights with my friends. It was really fun and free.... It was worry-free.

R/S

Personally, I believe in destiny. I believe that it brings soulmates to meet and fall in love. But after that, it's their choice whether to keep it or leave it. That's correct. For me, I'll always fight when it's worth my attempt and when I know whom I'm fighting for.

Leap Year

A bride's speech in her wedding for her husband:  May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you.


OMG!!! This is such a sweet saying! I wanna say this to you.

Find someone who’ll never get tired of kissing you everyday, who’ll hug you when you get jealous, who’ll understandingly keep silent when you’re mad, who’ll squeeze your hand when you’re not in the mood, and who’ll plan and imagine the future with you in it. But promise me one thing. When you find that someone, never ever let go.

--->   Of course! I will never let her go. I will never let you go ever again. :)

Oh baby girl, I miss your presence here  :(

I miss my girlfriend!!!!

Mr. Hulk

Let it out man!

ARGHHHHH

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Another weird thing happening to me right now is that I feel like smoking. It's not what I wanna do though but I feel like my body needs to smoke as if I got it as a habit which I don't. I don't smoke at all these days. The last time I smoked was more than 2 years ago. And it wasn't because it was a habit or anything like that. It was just a try and such. Thus, it's strange that I have this kind of needs now as if I were someone who was facing the withdrawal symptoms.

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It's weird that I had this dream last night. I had the dream about my friend. It looked so real. I felt as if I had really been talking to her and felt her presence. What weird is that I haven't met her for ages. The last time I met her was more than 10 years ago. How come :?

I suck at trading! :(
Damn..I feel baddddddd

I Believe

OMG...I've just got to read the English translation of this song and just realised what it means. I've listened to this song so many times but never understood what it says. I can even sing the hook verse regardless of what it says.

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Dear Stock market, you make me uneasy, nervous, and worried when holding falling stocks. You make me indecisive when picking a stock. You give me insomnia and wake me up early. You make me lose focus and concentration on things in life. You give me losses but you also give me profits. So, are you good or bad to me?

The line between being cautious and being overreacting is thin. Sometimes you don't know yourselves which one you are.

^^

One of Warren Buffett's classic rules: "Be fearful when others are greedy, and be greedy when others are fearful."

"The lower things go, the more I buy. We are in the business of buying."  

Do you remember this scene in 2012?

I do.. ^_^

There's one cool saying; "There is a reason why people from your past did not make it to your future." This is quite true. I always believe that everything happens for a reason. There's a reason why we were single when we first met. It's because we're supposed to be together and the place in your future belongs to me. And there's definitely a reason why we make it this far together despite several breakups. We're meant to be together for life. :)

Me:  So you speak Chinese there?
Her:  Hello~!! We speak English here!

hahaha just my conversation I had with someone long long time ago. I happened to remember it today :)

Oh well....all stocks in my hands just keep dropping lower and lower like a race to fall. I feel really shitty now. I don't know what possessed me when buying them at that high price. I should have known better. Actually I think I knew it but I just neglected the sign. Look what I've just put myself into! I thought I was careful enough but apparently I'm not at all. Further than that, I'm just one blind stupid person. ..>_<..

All of us have a thousand wishes, to be thinner, to have more money or a new phone. A cancer patient only has one wish - to kick cancer’s ass. In honor of someone who has died, or is FIGHTING cancer, post this on your blog for at least one hour. Show someone you care :)

This girl reminds me of someone, a friend actually and I haven't talked to her for weeks. She's a real beauty but I hope she will cut down on her drinking and smoking.

I feel like all along the way, I've picked wrong things and made wrong decisions. I mean, most of the time, things I've picked and decision I've made turned out to be nothing like I expected it would be. I chose to study language over science just because it was easier. And it didn't get me anywhere. I took the head position just to find out later that all it gave me is just suffering. I decided to take the current position and it's driving me mad. I decided not to buy a stock when its price was dropping because I didn't expect it to rise but now it's rising. I decided to sell a stock when its price was rising and it turned out that I sold it too fast. Its price still rose more and more. I thought I was confident enough when I made these decisions but I wasn't at all. Anyway, one thing I'm sure of and confident about my decision is that I chose this girl to be my life partner. I know I didn't chose the wrong girl. It's very certain and I've never had regret for this decision. I would do it again if I had to. I never had a question "Could it be easier if I didn't meet her?" but the only questions I ask myself are "What would I do if I didn't meet her? and "How could I live without her?". One thing I'm sure of is I do love her so much that others couldn't imagine. She's what I want in my life. She's the love of my life. She may not be the first person I gave my kiss to but she will be the last person I kiss from now on in this life.

The one I love

This warm message from my girlfriend is saved here. Everything precious between us is all saved here in my blog. It's safe. :)

My first trading paid off! I'm glad it turned out to be a profit, not a loss. :)
A fortune for me and my baby in the future!

:S

I had a very weirdly scary dream last night. It was about ghosts, 4 female ghosts who died from being burnt. It was very creepy. In the dream, I knew they were ghosts and they lived in a room next door. They haunted me and tried to disguise themselves to be like us. They tried to get into my room by crawling on roofs and tried to break into the window. I was really scared. It sent a shiver down my spine even when I was sleeping. When I woke up, I was still afraid of them. I didn't get to rest much last night because of this dream. It took all my energy even though it was just a dream. But as it was being played in my mind, it was so real...as real as I trembled. And now the question is why them? Why these 4 women? Did I know them from somewhere before? :/?

2008

In 2008, I wanted to watch the broadcasting of the Olympic which was held at Beijing, China, so badly. When it comes to international sport events like this, I always watch them on TV. I always watch swimming, female volleyball, gymnastics, synchronized swimming, running, and some other events when I get a chance. That year, I intended to watch the swimming events for as much as I could. I knew I had to work but I really wanted to watch them because it was once in four years. I couldn't watch them online or on tv at work so I tried to listen to the live broadcasting on radio but I found none. I made a small promise to myself that hopefully in the next 4 years when the next Olympic is held, I would be free from office work and already own a shop or something that I can be my own boss so that I could do whatever I want. Well, it's 2011 at the moment. Three years and a half have passed and I haven't even started anything that I promised to myself yet. I don't know what I was doing. Am I wasting my time on this company right now? Only less than a year to go and the Olympic will be held again. I feel like the thunder is gonna strike at the same place again. I may not get to watch it again.

I fucking miss my girlfriend especially those time when we were together

I've heard that when we are about to take our lives, there'll be ghosts watching and surrounding us. Some say that they're there to make us certain in doing it without any hesitation. They make us lose all desire to live. They need us to go with them. And at the second that we have our last breath, we'll see them. This only happens to those who really wanna die and already make up their minds. That's what I was told. It takes courage to commit a suicide. Those who did it were brave even though they were not when they were alive. There was a girl. She decided to end her life. She shut all her facebook and her blog accounts. At dawn, she dressed up, wearing her favorite dress and put on makeup. She was a real beauty. She didn't cry, not even a single teardrop fell from her eyes. She walked her way to the top of a building and jumped off. It took her courage since when she shut down all her accounts that showed her existence. The moment when she jumped off the roof top, she was even braver. I really wanna know what was on her mind the moment she took a step and jumped.

This is for you, Victoria

She asked "who would be busier than me?" She was there and she traveled a lot. She's worlds apart now.

My PC's desktop background at work is a picture of a girl spreading her right palm in front of the camera. I edited the picture typing the sentence "Talk to the fucking hand!" next to her palm. And this has been my desktop background ever since. I did it on purpose of course. I want people there to see it and get my hint. Before this picture, my background was a picture of a singer with a sentence "This is who the fuck I am".

They're right! There're only 2 kinds of people, dreamers and doers. Too bad that I'm the first kind. And gosh I regret doing so many things in my entire life. Lennon was right. There's no hell below us and above us is only sky.

A suicide bill for people with terminal illness...I totally support it. There's a clinic in Europe, which I can't remember the country, offering this service. I heard that there're quite a number of people going there. I would go there as well if, you know. Who wants to suffer until they die? Right? Most of the clients are cancer victims.

My veins are really obvious on my arms. They look as creepy as you'd imagine. Some of them are as huge as a straw. You may think I'm exaggerating here but what I say is true. So when nurses need to get my blood sample, it's very easy for them.

I'm having a headache right now but let's see how much I can post on this blog for tonight until I drop on the floor. What should I write here? Let me think! :? ....

Recently, there was a talk show performed by a monk. Can you believe it? Nowadays a monk performs a talk show. It's really inappropriate, I think. It's really disgusting to me. This makes me go against religion sometimes. At times I don't pay respect to monks if I find them not worth it. However, my mom usually drags me to the temple on some special days which I have to tag along. I pay respect to the Buddha statues because they're worth it.

If I had to lose any parts of my body, I'd rather die as one whole piece. If I were to go blind, deaf, paralysed, or crippled, I'd not live. Perhaps I'm not a fighter at all. haha

Life sucks from time to time. Once in a while it looks ok but several times it looks too hard to handle.

What do I feel after watching Transformers 3: Dark of the moon? Hmm...well just one thing, no one can ever replace Megan Fox. Its special effect is as great as you imagine. I won't deny that but what used to be a magnet for this movie is gone. That would be Megan Fox. It's nothing personal with the new actress though but I'm just more familiar with Megan and I can't help comparing and thinking of what if it were Megan. Anyway, lesson's learnt here. Sometimes something or someone can't be replaced no matter how better that may be. Just like my girlfriend, no one can really replace her even though I'm with other girls who may seem to be better or whatever. Until the end of time, I'll always be yours.

My girlfriend has been very busy and exhausted from her long studying, tough exams, and now rushing work. -__-'
I hope she'll be fine over there. It really sucks when I can't give her a hand to finish her things. I miss her so damn much! :(

This year, there were up to 10,000 people gathering and supporting the right to love.

Thank you you guys very much.

I would definitely be there if I could.

What you did really means something to our world.

Titanic

Isador and Ida were both offered a place on Lifeboat No. 8, but Isador chose to stay on the Titanic so long as there were women who remained on the ship. Ida refused to abandon her husband. Witnesses on the deck and in Lifeboat No. 8 heard Ida tell her husband, "We have been living together for many years. Where you go, I go."

I worship this kinda love. Never abandon each other no matter what happens.

Shawshank Redemption

Brooks hung himself there. Red didn't. He was just there at different time. But they both were once there even though it wasn't together.

A picture speaks itself.

Today is my girlfriend's birthday. I didn't forget hers though. But I missed it because I lost a day. I thought today was yesterday and her birthday should be tomorrow. I planned to call her at midnight to be the first one to say "Happy Birthday" but I missed that opportunity because it's gone. I felt bad. I could have done it better. Why did I lose a day?  What made me become this "yesterday"?  -__-''

Sorry baby...that I didn't make it on time. It should have been more impressive. I've been busy and uneasy with the new post job....that's my excuse. :(
Anyway, I promise you that for the rest of our birthday years, I'll make them more beautiful and impressive each year. All my loving to you only, baby girl! Happy 24th birthday...hope all your wishes and dreams will come true ^__^ I'm glad to share your BD this year!! And I'm looking forward to those of many years in the future as well. I love you...muacks!

panic attack

Last week, while I was driving on a highway at 80-90 km/hr, out of a sudden, there was a dog running and trying to cross the road right in front of me. It was about to cut me off. I tried to make an emergency stop which was unlikely possible because my speed was too fast. I pressed the horn hoping it would stop and turn back because if it didn't, I would definitely have to hit it or hit something else. Fortunately, it turned back. My heart beat so fast and I felt the pain and stiff at my legs. I felt uneasy at my stomach as if it got butterflies there. My arms lost strength and my legs became weak. These lasted for about 5 minutes. I think it's a symptom called panic attack when you're facing or witnessing sudden tense or shocking incidents that your body will release adrenaline or epinephrine to cope with them. It makes heart beating and pumping blood faster than usual to transport oxygen to the whole body so that you have sudden strength to fight or flee. After adrenaline rush, what're left are heart beating fast, shaking, choking, shortness of breath, hot flashes, etc.

Marry you!!

I freaking love this song. Whether it's music, lyrics, rhythm, I love them all.

I'd marry you ^^

And this is one of hundreds reasons why I love her.

She always appreciates everything that I've done for her no matter how small and little it is.

She never minds or complains or asks for something bigger or more pricey.

That's why I really wanna treat her as much as she deserves and as best as I can.

Do you believe in soulmate?
Well, for me, I believe it when I met my girl. I really believe that we're meant for each other. Whatever it takes or gonna take, I'm up for it. I love her.

It feels great to be loved by someone whom you love as much.

I love you

I'm not sure you know

that the reason I love you

is

you being you

I love your everything

:)

Letters to Juliet

Charlie:  Listen to me. Listen to me very very carefully. I live in London a gorgeous, vibrant historical city that I happen to love living in. You live in New York, which is highly over rated.
Sophie:  Pardon Me?
Charlie:  But since the Atlantic Ocean is a bit wide to cross everyday. Swimming, boating or flying, I suggest we flip for it.
Sophie:  What are you saying?
Charlie:  And if those terms are unacceptable, leaving London will be a pleasure as long as you're waiting for me on the other side. Cause the truth is, Sophie, I am madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love with you!
Sophie:  You are?
Charlie:  I am!
Sophie:  Are you gonna kiss me?
Charlie:  Yeah!

^__^

If I have to, I'll do everything all over again just exactly in the same way. I'll choose you everytime no matter how many times this is gonna be repeated. I will always pick you. You will alway win over my heart and beat all other girls here and there and wherever. I'm in love and attached with you already. :)

Time

^___^

Body:  Dear heart.....why her?
Heart:  You should know. Love may start from the heart but it rules over the whole body so soon that you wouldn't notice. When it's overwhelming, that's when you know why. ^__^

Can you say?

Title: Can you say (yes)?

These days I'm looking for love

It doesn't seem too hard but it is

I wanna love someone and be loved

These days you are just like me

we have something in common

coz you're also looking for the same thing

So, I'd like you to consider it

(Hook)

You're waiting for the boy of your dream

And I'm also waiting for the girl of my dream

The one who is the last person we see before sleeping

and the first person we see when waking up in the morning

I want to be that boy for you

and I'd like you to be that girl for me

Can you consider it and say yes?

Say yes and then we can be together

So that tomorrow will mean something for us

so that we can sing love song

and take turns saying "I love you" to each other

You and me, we take turns saying "I love you"

^__^

I love you baby girl of my dream! 

This is the song that I told you earlier that I think you'd like it

It's cute with its lyrics and music

It's the song for a boy asking a girl for love hehe

Can you be my girl?  :)

(I know your answer is 'yes'!)

muacks!

Wanna see you

Baby girl, here is the translation for my blog's song. It's pretty cute with its melody, music, and lyrics!  ^__^

Title: Yark Pob Ter (I wanna see you)


Just you smiling for me and also your eyes make me dream of you
I think of you since the day I saw you
I wanna see you everyday

Do you know that there's a heart thinking of you and caring for you here?
I want to walk and approach to you and say hi before I am suffocating
I want you to know that I miss you

(Hook)
I wanna see you...every single day
all you need to do is just to smile for me whenever we meet, that'd be enough.
I wanna see you...every single night
I wont wake up from a dream if it's all about only you and me there.

If your heart is still available and not owned yet, I'd like to be beside you and won't let anyone get close to you and all my heart will be only yours.

Always

GF:  Do you miss me?
Me:  Every second!

GF:  Do you love me?
Me:  Every breath!

muacks!

Me:  Awwwww, that's really really cute! Baby!
My GF:  What? I haven't done anything yet.
Me:  Ohh really? I thought I heard you just give me a kiss.
My GF:  No, I haven't!
Me:  Ahh, I must have wanted it so badly that I imagined it myself!  hehe

I constantly want to be with you and talk to you all the time but yet no matter how long it is, time will never be enough. Everyday is like our honeymoon period. You give me the feeling that I can't seek and get from anyone else. You give me love and warmth that are priceless. If I could change the words "I love you" from me to you to be money, I must be a billionaire now. I'm rich not for money but rich in love with you. hehe

May 17th, 2009

Two years ago on this date, a Thai tomboy girl met a girly Singaporean girl on a chatroom site. They talked there every night for how long..no one knows. They got along very well since the first day they met. The boyish girl happened to be the girly girl's type and the girly girl happened to be what the boyish girl had been looking for in a girl. After days of meeting, they fell in love deeply. It was quick and might look easy but it lasts long till this far. That's right. It's been 2 years now that they have known each other. The more they are together, the more they learn about each other and nothing can separate them. They went through all ups and downs which is normal for all couples and relationships. They broke up for few times but they always got back to each other, started it all over again, made it better, and felt deeper in love. Even though they have never met each other in person yet, they still feel like they had been together literally for years. They feel trust and love and those feelings increase everyday. They feel so close and intimate with each other that no one could ever understand their stories and how they feel. I feel like I had known her for all my life. I feel like I'm made for her and I mean HER only. Yes, I'm that boyish girl and my love is only 2 hrs flying away in Singapore. Our story in incredible I know and I'm glad it happened this way :)

"I've come to the realization that the reason why God has been extending my life this far is not because I need it but because someone else needs me." <3

"Sometimes I wonder what people assume about my personality from the way I look."

Title: Don't Give Up

Title: Don't Give Up

By: Sunisa, the famous Thai boyish girl

If today we fail and fall, we can still get up

There's still a way and a bright smile

Keep moving! Don't be afraid!

Be ready to face the problems and the darkness!

Don't be scared to dream about tomorrow

If someday you get weak and feel down,

don't be afraid and give up

The problems may be tough,

but they're not beyond your efforts

Don't stop fighting! Keep on going!

Don't give up! Don't be weak even though you cry!

Stand up on your feet and fight it!

Your goals are at your reach!

Because...

Without you, tomorrows wouldn’t be worth the wait and yesterdays don’t deserve to be remembered. Whether it's yesterday, today, or tomorrow, I love you, my girlfriend! I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

"I don’t ever want to take you for granted. I don’t ever want to forget what it was like before you or how it would be without you. I don’t ever want to forget our first kiss or our last touch, or let a day without telling you how much you mean to me, how deeply I love you, and how much I need you. I don’t ever want you to doubt the way I feel or how much happier I am because of you."

I love you so

Baby, you're the only fish in the sea for me!

The ocean is my heart and only you live there!

Live and swim freely!

:)

If someone asked me whether I wanna change what had happened between you and me, I would say no coz I will never change any single bit of us. I'm glad where we are now and I never regret everything, both good and bad ones. Everything has formed us, our love and our stories. It has built us and led us this far so why would I change it? It made me realise how much I am in love and want to be with you. Personally, I think that things between us are bound. And those bad moments are good in their way somehow. They taught me to be strong, patient, have a faith, and fight. It's true that the thought of losing you is unbearable but it taught me to value the moment when we're together and, of coz, to value you. Why am I still fighting and never let you go? I'll make it loud and clear....coz I love you! :)

girls' night talk

And I just cried like a kid. I really didn't expect myself to cry and I didn't plan it at all. As soon as I heard her voice asking me if I was ok, it just came naturally which was beyond my control. And baby, it's not about time or that you've been busy though that made me cry. But it's because I didn't speak it out earlier and it was overwhelming in my chest. Things that I felt were building up and so it was bursted out like that into tears, like a broken dam haha. I'm not ashamed or embarassed of it though. I'm glad there was tonight. I'm glad I cried out. I'm glad we spoke out and let it out of our chest. Most importantly, I'm so blissful that I got my girlfriend back! Eventually! I'm feeling secured and like at home now. Baby, thank you for your proposal and the sentence that I've been waiting for and I love to hear the most. They restored my security and rest my worrying. For all the bad past, I will let it go and will focus on the present and the future. Coz, in the end, it's not important who we've been with. What important is who we end up with. So, your ex, my ex, your past, and my past, they don't even count now. The present you is who I wanna be with and will treasure. And there's not a single moment that I regret meeting you. I'm grateful you said hi to me and that we met. We started as strangers but look at where we are and what we are to each other now! We're not gonna end up being strangers to each other but being life partners till the end of our time, shall we? I never felt this strong with any girls before. I really couldn't imagine myself being attached or in a close relationship to anyone before. I don't know how or when you stole my heart but you definitely have and own it. And I won't ask it back. Time may never stop for anyone or anything but I already stopped at you baby girl. Sometimes the heart doesn't know what it wants until it finds what it wants. It's really overwhelming. I'm determined. I love you :)

"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. " ~ Franklin D. Roosevelt

我爱你

baby, neither do I understand Japanese. hehe

but I find that song really beautiful in words and melody

I don't know what the song is all about

But the title is "I love you" and originally sung by Yutaka Ozaki

Too bad that he passed away in 1992 aged only 26

The one which I placed as my blog song is sung by Ayaka

I think she does well on the song :)

The above vid is a chinese version sung by a blind singer

And the follwing is Ayaka's version with English translation

 

Now, baby, between Chinese and Japanese, which one do you like most?

Personally, I think the Japanese one is better :)

Maybe it's because it's original  hehe

Anyway, does the Chinese version say the same thing as in the Japanese's English translation?

I'm still confused after reading the English translation

So..I don't know if the song is a sad or a happy one

:/?

Chompoo! Why are you such a jerk??? How dare you to hurt the one I love like that, huh? You're a number one retarded girl. Don't you dare doing it ever again, ok? If I found you do it again, I would kick your ass up. Next time think before you speak something stupid, alright? Idiot! .\ /.

Once I was asked what I needed in my future wife. Well, I could think of several things but at the end I realised that all I need is just someone whom I feel comfortable to grow old with, whom I can trust and rely on as time passes, whom I can share my little secrets with and yet she's not scared and leaving, who can handle me at my best and my worst, and last but not least, whom I love. Now I understand the sentence that many people usually say "I wanna spend the rest of my life with you". Some people say it without really meaning it. But, to me right now, I mean every single word in the sentence. Time may proove that I mean it. I found her.

Don't let me fall - Lenka

Here's a hand (for you) to hold on to

<3

And damn!! It doesn't allow youtube on here!!
:(
(Please watch it on Youtube?)

"Being strong is not to never fall. But it's getting up every time you fall."

Well said

They say "The best things in life are worth waiting for, fighting for, believing in, and not letting go."

Well, I like it! :)

It's because...

To love someone deeply gives you courage. And being loved by someone deeply gives you strength.

Superman

I know I had posted this song earlier

which I embeded from Youtube

but this time I made it myself

I wanna give it to my love..my baby

you who's watching

we're walking together

even though we're away

but you are never ever apart from me

you can have my everything

you own every single part of me

I love you

219 Bahts

Today I did a little shopping with my baby  :) And here's what I got!

Half of these is useful and nourishing

But the rest is yummy!!  hehe

And I finished one bag of seaweeds so quickly!

lol

Dear God Almighty

Please take care of the ones I love. Please make sure they are safe and fine with or without me. Please protect them against all harms. Please do what you can to make them happy with things in life. Please be easy on them and let them win often and rarely lose. Please guard and guide them toward the light eternally. Please listen to their prayer and help them when they need you. Please give them courage to fight against all troubles. Please love them as much as I do. Please watch over them for me when I can't no longer.

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Paak Dee

Paak Dee

Say one thing but do another

From now on, you won't see my face ever again, keep in mind!

And there won't be someone like me who lets you hurt again here

I kept telling you all these for thousands times

but I never seem to be able to do that, not even once

Leaving you is too hard to do and I can never do so

[hook] I don't know why but whenever I am to walk away from you,

I lose all my strength

Whenever I ask for a breakup, it will always be me who ends up hurt

My mouth says one thing but my heart does another

I can't leave you no matter how hard I try

I've been hurt so much that my heart is broken into pieces now

It would be great if the day I could actually let you go as I said really come

............................

P.S. I translated these 2 songs for baby coz baby wants to know what they mean in english :)
Hope they're understandable with my poor english  hehe
And now it's time for me to take a bath and head to bed :)

Kob Jai

Kob Jai

Since the first day that I met you, I told myself not to expect much 

Coz I knew that many people also like and adore you

When I first saw you, I just like you right away more than anyone I ever met before

I don't know who that lucky one will be, who will eventually own your heart

I've been living with a hope, a dead end hope

I may probably get hurt and disappointed at the end

well, I don't wanna expect and hope much

I just wanna be in a small corner of your heart, or any area at the edge will do

Could you give me?

I would appreciate it a lot if you gave me, even if it's not your whole heart

I don't have luxurious things to offer you like others

I only have my heart to offer you

:)

Ruk Tae Doo Lae Mai Dai (Can't keep the true love)

I tried to sing this song but I always have a problem with that high pitch. I could never make it that high.

More Than Love

"You're more than love because you're my other half. I spent all of my lifetime looking for you. And Finally I found you. You're my everything. You fullfill my heart. From now on, my love is you."

"When you love someone so much;
after every fight, every argument, every heart break, and at the end of the day, none of it even matters anymore. Because you’d rather keep the relationship, and let the problem go. Not keep the problem and let the relationship go. No matter what happens and no matter how much it hurts, nothing is more important than that person."

Twilight: New Moon

Bella Swan:  I needed to make you see me once. You had to know that I was alive. You didn't have to feel guilty or anything. I can let you go now.
Edward Cullen:  You never had to let it go. I just couldn't live in a world where you don't exist.
Bella Swan:  But you said.....
Edward Cullen:  I lied. I had to lie and you believe me so easily.
Bella Swan:  Because it doesn't make sense for you to love me. I'm nothing...human. Nothing.
Edward Cullen:  Bella, you're everything to me. You're everything.
 
Baby.................you're everything to me. You're everything.  ^_^

Source Code

Christina Warren:  Why do you keep looking at your watch?
Colter Stevens:  Christina, what would you do if you knew you had less than a minute to live?
Christina Warren:  I'd make those seconds count.
Colter Stevens:  I'd kiss you again.

.......................................................

Dr. Rutledge: [shouting]  Goodwin, open the God damn door!

Colleen Goodwin:  He's done enough, sir.
[she turns off Colter's life support button]

Fruitful Night We Had! :)

Time is only precious when I spend it with you baby. But well, actually time doesn't really matter at all when I'm with you. It's you who matters to me...not the time. hehe

"We need people in our lives with whom we can be as open as possible. To have real conversation with people may seem like such a simple, obvious suggestion, but it involves courage and risk."

--Thomas Moore--

Thailand's got talent

A guy playing his guitar with his only usable right hand. His left hand became paralysed due to a motorcycle accident nearly 10 years ago. Everybody just became stunned, surprised, amazed, inspired, etc by his performance. Some people even cried for him while he was playing. And I have to admit that he picked a very good song, the right song. And maybe that's another reason why they cried for him.

Title:  Faith

Things, if we don't have them now, then we must have them someday.

Dreams, they will come true soon enough when we fight for them.

It takes our efforts to acquire.

Goal, it doesn't come to us but we gotta go for it.

Prize, it is for ones who are determined.

Obstacles, they may hurt but they will pass.

Nothing in this world comes for free.
 

Are you up to fighting? Are you still?
This is a chance for a winner. Have faith and never give up.

I don't come from the best background.
I can't choose where to be born.
But I can choose what to become. It's all up to me.
Many people believe in fate and destiny.
But some people believe in themselves.
My life, I will decide it myself.
I'm not scared if I'm gonna win or lose.

"Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better."

If you hadn't found me, I would have found you. Coz we're soulmates.  hehe I like it..

A grand father's letter

And the definition of love to me is you...popo. 
You're my happiness....heavenly happiness.
I wanna grow old with you....even older.  :)

"If there’s just one piece of advice I can give you, it’s this - When there’s something you really want, fight for it, don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you’ve lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you’re gonna wish you gave it just one more shot.Because the best things in life, they don’t come free."

I came across a blog and I found the above quote. It gave me a lesson. It teached me to not let go. And that's what I've been doing all along this way. I don't wanna have a regret in the future for today. I don't wanna have a thought asking myself some "what if" questions when thinking about the past. Effort is an important word to me and it's what I've been keeping within me. And it pays off..that's what I believe in. 

The best part of a relationship that I love the most is the part where I have "YOU" as my life partner. I have learned the words "cherish" and "treasure". And that's what I will be doing to you. I will cherish and treasure you as best as I can from now on. ^__^'

I'm much relieved now....thank you.

You have no idea what I did today...just now.

The reason why I'm still holding on to you is that I believe we didn't meet just for nothing. And my belief is strong and unbreakable.

I guess it's this feeling that I have to get used to it, the feeling of missing you.

You're still the one I want for life.

Jia Lin

I'll be waiting for you forever, starting from this minute. You are certainly worth waiting for even if it's for a life time.

To my baby Jia Lin,

I'm forever attached to you. You're still holding my heart and soul till the end of my life.

Me..your hubby!

You are my heart....and my other half!

You are the one whom I can talk to about everything...every single thing, even things that I don't share with my best friends here. And you are the first one whom I really wanna spend my life with...someone I wanna grow old with...indeed.

I met you by accident, but I stayed on purpose.

A Real Relationship

Has fights.
Has trust.
Has faith.
Has tears.
Has hurt.
Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter.
Has snorts because of the laughter.
Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience.
Has communication.
Has secrets.
Has jealousy.
And most importantly, Has love. 

And I'll never love again...

I'm such a coward...indeed.

“They didn’t agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time, and they challenged each other every day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.”

'Coz when you really need someone, you will make it happen.

I'm not an opportunist. I'm nothing like that at all.

I'm not a perfect person. There're many things I wish I didn't do.

"Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out?"

-- What A Girl Wants --

what she once said

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

-- Marilyn Monroe --

"It’s not about who is real to your face, it’s about who stays real behind your back."

"There are no mistakes, only lessons. Lessons are repeated untill they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms untill you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go to the next lesson. Learning lessons doesn't end. If you are alive, that means there're still lessons to be learned."



lol 1

Megan: I'm scared, Thomas.
Thomas: Don't worry, just do the dance you did at the club.
Megan: [Megan sits on the chair and taps her legs together in the air]
Thomas: [Surprised] Not that club.
 
-- Dance Flick --

hmmmm...dear heart..

Today my life begins

Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.

 --  Lemony Snicket  --


baby, can you wake me up whenever you wake up and can't go back to sleep? I wanna be there with you.

"If things don't go right, turn left!"

"We may never have everything but at least we never had nothing."

"No matter how good you are. There will always be a million people better."

A:  You're really pretty.
B:  Awww....Thank you  :)
A:  So you agree? You think you're really pretty???

I tried to figure out the reason, since I think that everything happens for a reason. Now I've just realized it.

"I can't sleep at night and I can't get up in the morning"

"I'm better off this way" is what lonely people say to convince themselves when they have to live alone.

RIP

My relative passed away yesterday. He wasn't close to me but it's weird that I had a dream about him the night before he died or maybe it was the night he died. I didn't actually see him in my dream though but just an incident linked to him. It's creepy to think about it.

Tearing Eyes

Love For A Child

The Classic

New Year resolution: I will live my life just the same as I've been always.