girls' night talk

And I just cried like a kid. I really didn't expect myself to cry and I didn't plan it at all. As soon as I heard her voice asking me if I was ok, it just came naturally which was beyond my control. And baby, it's not about time or that you've been busy though that made me cry. But it's because I didn't speak it out earlier and it was overwhelming in my chest. Things that I felt were building up and so it was bursted out like that into tears, like a broken dam haha. I'm not ashamed or embarassed of it though. I'm glad there was tonight. I'm glad I cried out. I'm glad we spoke out and let it out of our chest. Most importantly, I'm so blissful that I got my girlfriend back! Eventually! I'm feeling secured and like at home now. Baby, thank you for your proposal and the sentence that I've been waiting for and I love to hear the most. They restored my security and rest my worrying. For all the bad past, I will let it go and will focus on the present and the future. Coz, in the end, it's not important who we've been with. What important is who we end up with. So, your ex, my ex, your past, and my past, they don't even count now. The present you is who I wanna be with and will treasure. And there's not a single moment that I regret meeting you. I'm grateful you said hi to me and that we met. We started as strangers but look at where we are and what we are to each other now! We're not gonna end up being strangers to each other but being life partners till the end of our time, shall we? I never felt this strong with any girls before. I really couldn't imagine myself being attached or in a close relationship to anyone before. I don't know how or when you stole my heart but you definitely have and own it. And I won't ask it back. Time may never stop for anyone or anything but I already stopped at you baby girl. Sometimes the heart doesn't know what it wants until it finds what it wants. It's really overwhelming. I'm determined. I love you :)