I miss having someone waiting to read my blog like in the past :( baby...

Baby, finally he has fallen into my trap. Now I'm thinking of thousands of practical ways to pay him back all the pains he gave me. Of course he must suffer more than I did I can guarantee that. I come up with several plans but you know what? Just one simple good plan will do.

No pain, no gain

Lesson learnt! Sometimes you need a punch in the face to know where you stand and who you are to them. I regret going to the wedding yesterday as they treated me like shit but it enlightened me one important thing; they don't really need to be in my life anymore and I don't really need to impress them and try to fit in any longer. This is relieving.

Within You'll Remain

It's scary when you've been engaged in doing something for long time, even though it's not the thing you love, until it's become the only thing you know and can do. Am I too late to change the course of my life? A part of me says so.