Dear Jialin

I'm finally here and I have a thought. From what I've seen in 2 days here in SG, I finally made up my mind. Even though I miss you more than anyone else and that I still love you so much, I should really let you go on your way. You belong here. And I saw that, baby. I saw how ppl live and work here. It's not my world at all. I don't belong here even though I desperately want to. I saw the social environment that you have to go along with. I saw parents and kids. I saw so much enough that I accepted the cold hard truth. I have no right to drag you down with me, to make you leave your world.